Judge me.

I hate people who come up to me and ask me "What triggers you to be like this? Why are you this bad now? Malay translation: Asal kau semaken terok?"

It angers me, No No, It pains me to answer that question. Because my past, My background. My everything is just as bad. If you were me, you would have also turned out to be like me. For your information. I do know when to study, time to chill. Hanging out is fun but studies is also important.

I know you're going to turn back at me and tell me that my studies is not that good anyways, so why the fuck should i even care to even mention the word 'studies' right? Well yeah i know. My studies sucks and thank god its improving. Because I'm telling you.. Things won't end up this way if i didn't had a major break up with my previous one and a half years girlfriend. Oh yes, for all you out there that still dont know me. I am gay, and standing proud for the gay community.

Call me Homosexual, Slut, Whore or a Backstabbing bitch.. All i care now is my happiness and Of course, my soon-to-be broken family. All i am really depending on for family is now my sister. And i hope i don't let her feel the slightest upset in me. I love my sister. With all my heart.

I thank god for this life i am having right now. Thank you Allah.