Frustrating. I'm sorry for those who got hurt reading this.
It's frustrating to be waking up every morning and knowing that it was all just a dream.
I hate all these dreams.
I dreamnt about all those time i woke up next to you in the morning and wish your good morning and put you back to sleep. All those times when you were washing up for the day, you would align your cute toothpaste straight against your brush so straight and proper. How I had to wait for you outside the toilet until you finish bathing or do other things and i would play with the clothes pegs and clip it on my face and wait till you come out and hoping it will make you laugh but instead you say "Gile" All those times when you turned off the lights in your room and i would freak out. All those time when you had to accompany me turn off the internet because your mum's room is just too dark. All those times when you would scare the shit out of me whenever I had to turn of the internet. All those times when we cook in the kitchen and you were the only one who was cooking because i was always in your way so i had to just sit on the counter top and play your PSP. All those days spent when we walk around causeway for HOURS looking for your itouch cover but eventually didn't get any. All those times after school when i had to use your clothes because you didn't want me to go home. All those taxi rides home and the driver would be staring at us and miss my car park. All those trips to town and I would be sleeping on your shoulders and drool. How you held my head up so that my head won't fall off your shoulders whenever i sleep on them. All those nights when i had my PMS and I cried and you comforted me. The day i cried because my phone got confiscated. The days I had to do for counselling due to my orientation because my teacher saw us making out. All those nights you complain about not having any food at home. All those saturday mornings when you wake me up at 8am because you had to go down and buy food for your family. The day your mother caught us on bed. The day your dad came home while we were in the middle of an argument. How you always scold me when i want to smoke. How you always hide the cigarettes away from me. How we spent most of the time EATING. and growing fat. All those time i helped you get over your ex girlfriend and the ex contact or something. Yeah, Everything is down the drain.
I missed you. Girl, you're the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Yet, You're the best :D <3
i hate that i still love you. But I have to move on.
But you have GOT to get out of my mind & dreams, Soon.
I hate all these dreams.
I dreamnt about all those time i woke up next to you in the morning and wish your good morning and put you back to sleep. All those times when you were washing up for the day, you would align your cute toothpaste straight against your brush so straight and proper. How I had to wait for you outside the toilet until you finish bathing or do other things and i would play with the clothes pegs and clip it on my face and wait till you come out and hoping it will make you laugh but instead you say "Gile" All those times when you turned off the lights in your room and i would freak out. All those time when you had to accompany me turn off the internet because your mum's room is just too dark. All those times when you would scare the shit out of me whenever I had to turn of the internet. All those times when we cook in the kitchen and you were the only one who was cooking because i was always in your way so i had to just sit on the counter top and play your PSP. All those days spent when we walk around causeway for HOURS looking for your itouch cover but eventually didn't get any. All those times after school when i had to use your clothes because you didn't want me to go home. All those taxi rides home and the driver would be staring at us and miss my car park. All those trips to town and I would be sleeping on your shoulders and drool. How you held my head up so that my head won't fall off your shoulders whenever i sleep on them. All those nights when i had my PMS and I cried and you comforted me. The day i cried because my phone got confiscated. The days I had to do for counselling due to my orientation because my teacher saw us making out. All those nights you complain about not having any food at home. All those saturday mornings when you wake me up at 8am because you had to go down and buy food for your family. The day your mother caught us on bed. The day your dad came home while we were in the middle of an argument. How you always scold me when i want to smoke. How you always hide the cigarettes away from me. How we spent most of the time EATING. and growing fat. All those time i helped you get over your ex girlfriend and the ex contact or something. Yeah, Everything is down the drain.
I missed you. Girl, you're the worst thing that has ever happened to me. Yet, You're the best :D <3
i hate that i still love you. But I have to move on.
But you have GOT to get out of my mind & dreams, Soon.
posted by roarrr. @ 10:26 PM
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