Hi !

So hi, It has been the longest time since i last posted. Its okay, I'll try to update whenever i can la ok? (:

So yeah, Baby is away now, She's in Bangkok until Monday . Please come home soon baby . I didnt even get to meet you yesterday cause i had some family problems at home, i didnt even go school ): Sighs..

Anyways, School is doing great and stuff.. I think im beginning to improve my studies, Well, in MY opinion i guess. Well yeah, i love dinah, aishah , afiqah and so on. Not so close to Fhat, Syidah all now. Im not sure why . Maybe the Drama-s all . Anyways, Doesnt matter .

Most of the time i'll be with Dinah all if not Suzi or Adib, Naqib all . having LOADS of fun in school lately . Oh gosh, Such a sad thing that i missed the Racial Harmony Day dress up thing . Just sad .. Sighs. Anyways .

Life at home has been, Complicated and miserable and Hell actually . My mum actually said that everybody's life at home will be so much happier without me . Without me, She's free. Hah, Thanks for reggretting giving birth to me. I sure will go up your vagina again and hope that god will take my soul away. Cause seriously, Syurga di tapak kaki ibu . Correct ? So what if my mother Dont want me anymore. Like, literally dont want tau . How? SHould i just go ? Or should i just stay and deal with the hate at home.

Seriously, The only love i feel is from my sister. Who is out right now. But who cares. I still love you sis. Despite the arguments and stuff, We still do get along. I know sometimes you do things for my own good. And i thank you for that . I really thank you (: Love you, My one and only Blood sister, Nadia hani . :D

Baby Sayang, Come home soon please, i miss your company, you lying down beside me with your warm arms tightly holding on to me and telling me you will not let go. your warm breath under my neck causing goosebumps, Gosh, i miss that . I miss your morning smell and your Smelly little pillow (: I miss your smile and oh god, your laughter. Your dimples, your eyes, your hands. Your everything. I really really miss you. Baby, i know we argue, ALOT lately but i do not regret every arguments because after every fight you will give in to me and that shows me that you do still love me and care for me . You do still want to spend time with me and Care for me. I do really love you and i promise you that i wont let go of you despite anything that happens, i will always love you, Em. Always.