Lesbian

A few days back when me and Em was on bus 903, we were playing our itouch and minding our own business until i leaned over to kiss her cheeks, when i turned around and i saw this beast who was giving me the "Thats gross" face.
Its an old MAKCIK with fucking tudong. So when i turned around and gave her a smile, her face started to rot and she said..
"Tak tau malu ke? Nak lesbian. Nak lesbian kat rumah la" .
So i gave her the "You are fucking gross, mind your own business cause our personal life has got nothing to do. If you dont like what you are seeing that fuck off and die you fucking gay-ist." Face. and i leaned over closer to kiss Em's lips.
Em didnt hear anythin as she was listening to music. And when got down, i gave her the "Atleast my partner is better than your rotting husband". So when we got down, i told Em to turn off her Itouch and showed her the person who said that to me.
And she said " Kalau i, i ckp.. "Lesbian kat rumah Cik boleh?" haha.

Well, Baby, i love you.
My birthday was fine. Nothing special at all. Just an ordinary day at school and dinner at Seol Garden with family. Who was there? Me, Nad, My mum, my grandmother and an invited guest who happens to be my brother -.-"
Anyways,
Yesterday went out with Baby, Illi, Lincoln and Erika. Went home about 10.
Erika left about 6pm to church. Illi and Lincoln left about 8. So yeah.
After they all left, me and Baby went to hang out at 139.

So yeah. During school? Me and Fhat was totally left out by the "group". Cause even if we left. Ten minutes later then they will ask, "Eh, Where is fhat and fa?" Hmm. So they are not treating us equally. I suspect the main reason is that we wanted to quit the dance. So faht manage to get her paws off but i didn't . Cause tay said that i cannnot leae the dannce cause of bla bla. -.-" So technically, i was forced in. That was in the morning. Then We skipped English and Geog Because of the Dance thing. Then Mother Tongue.

During MT: So i was like, Turning behind to look at darwiis and disturb him until Bad (my mt teacher) came to me pulled my arm to let me face infront and i was like.. "Masyallah cikgu, ape ni pegang pegang?" Then i wiped my arms cause there was filthy germs all over. Then she was like..

Bad: Kamu ni Perempuan....
Me: Tau la cikgu. Saye perempuan.. Dudok betol2 buat kerje..Tau ..
Bad: Behave la mcm perempuan, nanti lelaki take advantage..
Me: Eh siial ah cikgu, Cikgu ingat saye pompan ape sial cikgu? Cikgu ingat saye pompan murah pe sial. Maruah jgn maen ah siol
Bad: Tak, saye tak maksod gitu
Me: Eh cikgu, saye tau la limit2 saye. Saye pon ade limit la cikgu. Saye bukan pompan mcm gitu la. Saje je cikgu maen ngan maruah saye.
Bad: Saye bukan makne cam gitu..
Me: Yelah cikgu. Saye nak buat keje la.

So yeah. Thats about it ! -.-"
Fucking idiot you know all this Crap.
After school, baby picked me up with cabbie. And fhat is so nice to me today. And Aishah, Kai and suzi tak dtng. :( . Anyway, then we met Illi. Em smoked while waiting for Lincoln and Erika. Then We went to eat at seol garden. Then licoln went to arcade a while. After Having our meal, we headed down to Civic centre at about 5.30pm. Lepak2, Chit chat. Drunk man coming towards us, We called police and police came down to catch the drunk man-.-"
Then left Civic at about 8pm. Headed to 139 with cabbie. Then left 139 at about 9.45. Took cabbie and reach home about ten.. Thats it.
And oh yes, i dont have phone so dont ctc me. Bye. (:

Baby i la.

Baby, I miss you sial. And i miss this blogg ! (:
I met baby after school today. Today i was like, "OH GOD, i cannot wait till the end of the day, so i can meet my beloved" day. ahhahahaha
Oh god, peeps. I am so lucky to have her.
And bitches out there who thinks that they can even TRY or even HAVE THE THOUGHT of being close with her, Claws off bitch or get ready some new dentures. :D
Well baby, I love you. So much seh. Eh, you know or not you damn cute. I feel like pinching your pipi till the day you die. Can? PleasE? Hehe.


Nothing much at school. Just that some of my classmates had to go home due to colored hair.. and not forgetting..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY FHAT!
hAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIDAH!
hAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY RAYCIA ONG !
AND HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY ME ! AHHAHAHAHAH

Me At Camp

And oh yes. Some of the Camp pictures

Fahem - 160808.

Baby, I love you so much.

So, Yesterday we went out to Sembawang Shopping Centre to Shop around since we had some extra cash. We had lots of fun. Stayed at Daiso and Starbucks most of the time cause the shopping centre sucks to the bloody maximum cause its so dead. Seriously. Its dead. So anyway, here are the stuff we bought:

We have the same exact slippers. And its damn cool(: hahaha.

Baby bought me this dickies drangonflies bag for my birthday (which is coming soon). Damn, i love you seh baby. So guys in school, you will be seeing me carrying this bag to school soon(:

And Hello Itouch ! This is my baby's itouch. I didnt manage to take a picture of my itouch. But hell yeah, its the same. So When i got my itouch, Baby got hers two days later cause she couldnt wait. Haha. I love you seh baby sayang. So much.

Today we just hand around at Woodlands Lame and my beloved boyfriend (Sheshutik) came down at about 7 and we went home at about 8.30pm.

Baby, Im sorry for every wrong i did cause i didnt mean to do such things. Recently, we had a fight about something and I want to apologise. I promise i will replace it very soon. I will get the money and buy it okay ? I know its not going to be easy but i'll try my best, i promise. I will try to get some cash to replace it. I love you so much and that thing means alot to us. And i deeply apologise for everything. I promised you that i will try my very best to do whatever i can and whatever it takes to make us work. It has been the greatest 7months of my life and i never want it to stop. I really love you. I really do baby. Thank you for all the gifts, it really meant alot to me. I love all the gifts, all of it(: You made me a better person. I love you.

-Fah&Em

-160808 - Still going.

EmBaby 7 Months(:

Peeps(:

Happy 7months baby sayang.

Im so in love with you.Although there are some hard times for us, remember that i always love you and some of the things i may have said, i may have not mean it and im ery sorry about it. I love you so much Embaby syg (: You mean the world to me..

So me and BabyLove Went to watch movie(: The movie called 'Push'. The trailers are all magnificent, the show itself, not even close. Em fell asleep. Which is so taik. haha . Then eat eat eat. Hehe . I totally enjoyed myself. Em baby has been so totally awesome to me. and i love her so much.

HAHA ! BITCH ! (you know who you are) She dont need you no more. (: Im so happy for you baby syg(:

For those Classmates out there seeking for Camp pics, I will put up the pics soon aites?

Tired.

Tired and sleepy.

EmBabySayang(:

EmBabySayang,

I love you sayang, so much. You have beeen very nice to me lately and I'm having a blast with you. I am so glad i skipped school yesterday to be with you. It has been a long time since we last had incredible mornings(: . I miss your morning smell and your morning looks. I miss your morning hair and morning smile. I miss meeting you every morning and have a nice long nap. I miss it when you hug me tight till i fall asleep. I miss everything about you. I miss you so much. I want you by my side, holding me tight right now. You mean the world to me and I'm not exaggerating cause you are my everything. Despite all the arguments, i am having an awesome time with you. You're an incredible person and i never want you out of my sight. You're loving, passionate and you're adorable. You're kind, understanding and cute. (: i love you so much baby. Baby, you're the best thing that ever happened to me, please dont leave me cause, i swear i will be nothing without you. Being with you is worthwhile. You are the roots that supports me. You're sweet and romantic, just the way i like it. i love you so much. I never thought that we'll go on this long until i realise how much you mean to me. You make me calm when I'm sad. You make me smile when i'm sad. You made me, Farah. I've changed for the better, in way.

Thank you Em
You are what i need now, then, forever.
Promise to hold me tight and never let go baby. I love you(:
I really do.

Camp.

Camp was Fun((:

1st day:

Went to school and stuff, as per normal. I still think that its so stupid to let the sec 3s go for reading first, Seriously. Most of them threw the reading article away after that. I dont get my school -.-" . Anyway, I was soo sad when Ina tak dpt go camp. We tried asking tay to let her off ah. But too bad, no can do. Sigh. So on the way there, sat with a few friends , talk talk talk talk. Hehe. Reach there, eat and stuff.. i forgot what else we did. Oh yes, We did Low elements, like stupid bridge and stuff. I couldnt wait for th next day cause got kayaking and stuff. aND OH YES, we did this stupid activity called 'kidnapped'. Its when suzi got kidnapped and we had to find her and shit. So while playing the game, Low came to me and asked, 'got lighter or not' i was like.. "HUH?" . hahahah. SO then me and syidah went back to our hut to grab the lighter and passed him. Chibye kn. haha. Slept at night while syidah all smoke at the stupid hut. Too bad i could take any pics there. chibye tol. hahaha. The hut was si damn scary sial. Talked to my baby awhile, hung up when heard the instructor's voice. CHibye. Haha. Then sleep sleep sleep with Syidah & syafiqah ((: .. Baby went for her interview today and i was sooo looking forward to going home cause i missed her ! )):

2nd Day:

Woke up at 5.30am cause heard dinah screaming "BABI HUTAN" IN THE MORNING ! i was like .. "omg, pagi2 bute da kene jerit babi hutan. sial betol. " It was such a HOT night ok. But in the morning, everybody was searching for a blanket to keep them warm, shit. Its fun. And oh yes, we played cards last night before bed. ahhahaha . SO we had to assemble by 7.20 or something. after wake up, maki dinah psl biseng, Open the door and screamed "GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE !" . ahaha (the people at my hut know what im doing). So anyways, went to bathe, breakfast then hmmm .. i think we did the high elements. Okay, so the high elements, i LITERALLY CRIED ON TOP. fuck, it was damn scary sial. Pukitol. Serious ! You cannot imagine how scared i was ! Serious ! i was like, holding on to my LIFE HERE! AHAHAH . damn, but damn shiok man. So after the high elements thing, went to FLYING FOX! WOOOO ! also known as- Zip Line. So anyway, i had to be the last 3rd to go down cause i had to take care of the stupid ladder thing. Stupid TONG. pukitol. before i jumped, i scream.. "bye shidah !" hahahah . and jumped ! hahaha , damn gerek la sial. hahaha. Too bad we didnt get to do abseilling. cause dont know. hahahaha . anyway, after flying fox, we go eat lunch. HAD 2 SERVINGS. aahahha . damn gerek . serious. Its damn sedap. Like, seriously. OMG ! hahaha . After lunch, went .. rock climbing with dinah. Hahah ! (dinah, dinah. haha) Then, Prep. Kimak!KAYAKING SAKET HATI SIAL ! ahah . but had fun playing with hose. Then after that hmmm.. bathe, dinner. Then campfire. Best giler. ahhaha . serious.((: Well, i had fun. Then SLEEP ! OMG ! SLEEP !

n i was missing baby so much seh . I felt like crying sial . Cause my baby was sick )):

3rd day:

WOKE UP AT 6.30 ! haha . smue bgn lmbt . ahhahah . Then bathe, breakfast then HOME! Sat with the rest awhile at 137, Here are some of the pictures :

DONE !

Btw, EmBabySayang, I'm loving you more each day. Day by day. ((: I love you. so much ! ((: Seriously, i do ((:

hmpft.

Im speechless about everything. seriously.
Its like, at last, farah can keep her fucking mouth fucking shut before she blabber about some other shit that other people dot wanna know about. :D
Now now, Baby syang, You have my blessings for tomorrow. I promise.
My girlfriend has been so nice to me and I dont know why I have to be the one to ruin it. (:
Well, whatever it is, Im still happy and alive. That's what matters.
I love you baby sayang. :D


Btw, Im going to sec 3 camp for a 3days and 2nights. So, yeah.
I wont be updating anytime soon(:
Chow fellow mates :D
Love you all(:

Me.

I dont feel like me anymore. I need me back. I want myself back):

Eat.

I ate like, SO MUCH today. I am SO GOING TO BE FAT.
Well people, Im going out tomorrow with fhat and all for a shopping spree to shop for camp stuff. So, yeah. Hope to have fun(: Hmm.
I didnt meet baby today due to an outing my parents planned. Which is to go ALL THE WAY to east coast, ate mac, go arab street and walk around.
At arab street, i wanted to go to the toilet, but i was too damn scary. so i was so scared that i asked my MUM to follow in the cubicle. Cause the lights was flickering. and it was damn and VERY VERY VERY SCARY. Damn.
It was like, too scary . haha. MEPEK.
So yeah..


Aisyah, What i told you just now please keep it to yourself.
I know i can trust you(:
I love you bitch(:



Cant wait for tomorrow. And for baby.
Im sorry about last night. And good luck for the police interiew. you have my blessings(:
I love you.