Million years.

I feel like it has been a million years since i last posted.
Ok. I got myself into another shit again. Its not new for some of you to hear that i'm in trouble. I got my hp lappy confiscated. i had to tell my mum that i have to do some school stuff online. So she passed me tha lappy . I fucking hate this house. I wont call it a house anymore. Its more like hell. I have not stepped out of this house for god knows how long and that worse part is. Its fasting month. I cant even eat. Omg. This feeling of frustration is killing me bit by bit. I just want to smoke till the day i blow my last breath.

Baby, i love you so much. So much that you cant imagine it. In the first place, i didnt even think that i would fall in love with you. YOU. I saw you a couple of times with the ex girlfriend and i thought you guys were going to last for decades and i thought that i would never turn gay for someone like you. But i did. You're different. You dare to speak up. You dare to be different. You're honest . Thats what i like. I know we're having some issues right now about the people i hang out with but i'm sorry baby. i cant choose them. I only have them. You are talking about the people that stood by me for the past few years. They made me laugh. They made my smile. They made me cry but they are always by me. I wish that i can have you by my side right now so i can hug and kiss you all day and night. Your lips are so tempting. i fucking love you and i dont even know why.. Thanks baby for going through this with me.

Ps. To the others out there.
Dont contact me anymore. I'm in love... and i dont have a phone and computer.
ahahahah..

I LOVE YOU IEARMAH SHARIZAH. hehehehe .